deathpie (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} deathpie) wrote,@ 2007-09-10 02:52:00 |
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A convo with a close friend
So you can't tell me that it's all bad. I am creative. I am smart. Don't you know that?
Yes. Yes I do. But why can't you ever think anything happy for once?
No. No I can't. Nothing is happy. The world isn't happy. The world is one big teardrop. You should know that better than anyone.
Of course the world isn't happy, but why can't you just stop trying to be so damn weird! Just live a fucking NORMAL life!
And your life was the meaning of normal, I suppose? Besides, am I weird...or creative? Or just plain right? Think about it.
You know people wonder sometimes. It's really annoying! Why the hell didn't you just stay the way you were before?!
Because I was lenient. I was nice. No more of that. You'll thank me someday. I'll probably heal you yet.
I'm FINE.
Do you see happiness in your eyes when you laugh?
I don't LOOK in the mirror when I laugh. I look at what I'm LAUGHING at.
Do you feel happiness in your eyes when you laugh?
......................
Just answer the damned question.
....what kind of question is that anyway...?
I know the answer and I believe I'm making progress.
Fucker. Go kill yourself.
You wish.
~~Ben
So you can't tell me that it's all bad. I am creative. I am smart. Don't you know that?
Yes. Yes I do. But why can't you ever think anything happy for once?
No. No I can't. Nothing is happy. The world isn't happy. The world is one big teardrop. You should know that better than anyone.
Of course the world isn't happy, but why can't you just stop trying to be so damn weird! Just live a fucking NORMAL life!
And your life was the meaning of normal, I suppose? Besides, am I weird...or creative? Or just plain right? Think about it.
You know people wonder sometimes. It's really annoying! Why the hell didn't you just stay the way you were before?!
Because I was lenient. I was nice. No more of that. You'll thank me someday. I'll probably heal you yet.
I'm FINE.
Do you see happiness in your eyes when you laugh?
I don't LOOK in the mirror when I laugh. I look at what I'm LAUGHING at.
Do you feel happiness in your eyes when you laugh?
......................
Just answer the damned question.
....what kind of question is that anyway...?
I know the answer and I believe I'm making progress.
Fucker. Go kill yourself.
You wish.
~~Ben
